Ok so I went missing like for a reaaaalllly long time..loads of stuff happened...I even squeezed in a quick trip to London..yeahhh 17hrs of travelling from one end of the world to another hahaha..but I fell in love with the place..and the large beautiful family I always knew I had but never had the chance to visit..the reason the whole family went though was due to the sudden demise of my dear aunt..bless her soul..came back to Singapore with a lighter heart & a different mindset..can't wait to head back to London next year..this time for a longer duration

I'm missing my JF buddies in here so much!!!!

Have not been dropping by here much lately..thanks to my current job(not permanent,just something to keep my brain alive while I keep hunting)

I am more tired than ever before..get up in the mornings swearing to sleep early at night..then end up going to bed even later than ever!hahahaa..this has resulted in me feeling soooo sooo lethargic these days..it's good that I have this job though..not really the classiest business sector in the city,but really an eye opener for me..and it's fun learning new stuff & meeting more people!

So yeah..I'm more tired,sleepy,thinner,ALOT browner from all that morning sun..but definitely much more light hearted than before..
The darkness is still seething beneath..but for now..it can't reach me.

God.I'm turning 28 next month.
September..pls don't come so soon..
It's not that I feel old but I just like being 27
hahahahahahaa
Seriously..I'm mad..I wanna listen to my sexy red hot darlings and sleeeeep..
Au Revoir darlings

I take a second walk
Down the street of fame
I've paid it of and paid for it again
All these miserable feelings never end
But to fall and be down's somenthing I transcend
I've been a Meal of mine
And slid down my throat
And all I'm facing is one more way to go
Died so many times and then reapeared
All death looks like to me is a word that causes fear
I'm taking my place
In a world with different space
No time at all exept how you move
Be who you are
Do what you do
Not win or lose

John Frusciante » Second Walk

How's the weather in other places?
It's been raining the whole week here..and it's so so cold..gosh I can't even take this,I wonder how it's like to have snow!!
I'm sort of thankful that I'm somewhere in the tropics hahaha!!

Haven't been watching much TV lately..glued to the pc more often..and I sorta can't really stand MTV these days..there seems to be alot more crap in there than actual music!!

I'd much rather watch Channel V..which doesn't stick to a sweetly sick staple of cutesy bubblegum pop & offers much more variety..

So..was watching Channel V late last night..a very COLD night..& came across this song by Coldplay..I don't listen to them so much,but I do like Chris Martin..even more so after listening to his single,"Homecoming" with Kanye West a couple of months back..well this is a new song I guess,I wouln't know coz I haven't been keeping up to date recently..and I happen to find the title "Violet Hill" very sweet & romantic hahaha I dunno why..sorta reminds me of something by The Beatles I think..anyways..the lyrics are nice too..the song itself is mellow,slow rock..





Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft
Bury me in honor
When Im dead and hit the ground
My Love is opposed when unfold

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
With the captain of some sinking ship
With snow, far below

If you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?


Coldplay
Viva La Vida

Bleahhh.
Another morning,another day to face
I feel really useless,as if I'm taking up space on Earth for nothing.This middle-of-jobs thing really sucks big time..it's not that I'm being fussy..I just wanna make sure that the career I take on is something that I can really bring myself up in..it's not about the $$$,for me & I'm not afraid of heavy workloads..but..well people seem to think that they know me inside out..sometimes I feel like escaping from this close minded society & taking a chance somewhere far far away..but who the hell am I kidding?

Well..enough of ranting in here abt that hahaha..been having a problem with my Adobe Acrobat after my cousin transferred loads of my music/movie folders into a separate hard drive..and well it just adds to my current irritation coz now I'm unable to retrieve some brushes in CS3..and it's bad enough that I lost ALL my precious basic brushes that I used all the time,now I can't even download new ones..AND I'm facing a mental block..no inspiration
whatsoever!!

I might just scream if something else goes wrong today!